What is? Which is? Is it?

Many questions have troubled me for some time, especially the 5 main ones- what, which, when, who, how.
Its like questions that keep repeating in my mind time and time again not every time but in times that are quiet and alone.
Questions like these just appear in my mind.
Question like:
What is my gift?
What am I good at?
Which is my gift?
Which instrument should I try playing to see if I can play them?
When is my turn?
When will I change?
When will things be shown to me?
Who is my future...?
How am I going to live this life?
How should I serve God?
and the list goes on and on again...
I just pray these questions will be answered as time passes.
When is the right time I wonder...

Anyways its been a week since I came back from camp.
So its been a tiring week for last week due to lack of sleep.
Glad to have a good rest during the weekends.
Missed the Bon Odori trip to Shah Alam due to some laziness :p
Sunday as usual there was youth force.
The presence of God was there during worship :)
Then CG discussion about 1 Timothy 4.
Basically its about Christian life...
Missed the first lesson before that
So some parts are quite blur...

So basically thats the updates for today.
God bless :)

Since I was back

I haven't blog since I was back from camp on Sunday.
Well camp was nice... lots of different experience and the best was the solo night tracking ^^
Basically everyone was let in alone but came out in groups :D and the facilitators asked and the answer was "we met inside" or "kita tersempak" :p
In all it was quite a camp with some say lots of emotions and really a tough camp...
The camp lasted 3 days 2 night short yet I'm glad to be back.
Awww I missed church sad...
Although the camp was nice, its really really tiring.

Then updating about games :D
Yeah lots of really great games coming down throughout this year and next year.
Games like Modern Warfare 2, Battlefield 1943, Starcraft 2, CnC 4, Crysis 2 and more...
Its really all long awaited games for all gamers. ^^
Hurry let SPM fast and just pray I would study T.T

Thats all the updating for today.

In my absence

Will be going for camp tomorrow till Sunday, a 3 days 2 night camp... so won't be in then.
Will be missing church T.T
Gonna be missing everyone...
Will be missing rest...
will be missing the weekends...
missing BK class
missing online...
missing gaming...
Gonna miss so many things.

Well I just feel like not going but then its paid so no choice...
So pray for journey mercy :)

Well

I was sick last week... so didn't go to school for 2 days.
So I a so called 4 days weekend haha.
Well rested 4 days... really rest a lot especially the first 2 days.
Really slept like mad haha.
Well, got well on Saturday and fully well on Sunday.

Then last Sunday was church's Youth Emphasis Sunday and we had a really great speaker.
Its really awesome how God use her to preach.
It was really nice and funny in certain ways.
But everything said was very true in one way or another.
Some really impacted me.

Time really passes too fast... Wednesday tomorrow.
Argggg I wanna go to church this Sunday... but then won't be making it cause will be having camp T.T
Well... haiz no choice then...

Then, Hillsong is coming out with their live album soon and I so wanna get it. ^^

Well, this wraps up what I want to update today.