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It just seems missing

Sometimes its just makes me speechless, seeing life goes on yet...I see no smile and I see no laughter and it just makes me feel something is missing...

Its just like in a hot day where I just want it to rain.

Then I see the clouds come and it gives me a sight of relieve.

But its what comes next then really makes the big difference...

Its either rain or it just there with winds and breeze.

When it rains its just like laughter that spark off even more laughter, like before...

It does not matter if it rained somewhere else, for what matters is to whom the rain falls on...

But when the clouds are just there with wind and breeze, its just like a very cold and dull presence, which gives me the relieve from the hot weather but does not at all produce a smile.

All I just want to say is rain for I want to see that smile again =)

Its just something I want to post...

I doubt anyone understands what I'm trying to say, unless you have tune in to the same "frequency"

From the vaulted doors within the depths of my heart

Significance

College is starting next week, so next Monday will mark the end of my longest "holiday" ever lol.

Thinking about college there lies only 1 problem, Foundation is Science/Arts?

Science, yea I love science, I love Physics, maths and I want to go for Aerospace Engineering...

But... I can't seem to think of any job opportunity relating with Aerospace engineering in Malaysia... and I don't plan to work overseas...

For Arts on the other hand which many recommend but I'm not very sure what I'm interested at. There might be few that I think I would be interested at... Its what I think like, mass com or business... But that what I think I would like if I go for Arts...

So, in both path to say, I'm still not sure...

My dream is to be a Astronautic engineer that instead of making in planes, jet or flying objects, makes something that is for exploration beyond earth, ya know like spaceships, not those old rusted and outdated space shutter and rockets, but something that is new, beyond the box that would propel human civilization into the next era lol which is rather a impossible dream and rather crazy one too that seems to come out of the science fiction, but its really something I want to try to do...

Even I myself think what I want to do is crazy, what more of others... lol

For others, Nanotechnology enginnering... or even a journalist, Stal *ahem* ker? lol

Or if not, I'll just follow the foot steps of my parents of being in the insurance sector...

But then in all, I just seem to be very uncertain about my future...

Been praying too... answers have not come thus far... I believe it would come but at the appropriate time =)

Alright, this would be my update today =)

Do leave comments at the cbox if anyone is ever interested to give your thoughts or idea =)

and God bless

Delivered straight from the heart of Darrell ^^

The rare action

Whats rare? I hardly read xD

So I'm reading thanks to a book a got for my birthday ^^

Now something to do to fill in the free times

The book title is called: Butterfly in Brazil

Its a Christian book about how our life can make a world of difference.

Book is written by Glenn Packiam, one of the worship leaders from Desperation band/New Life Church.

Whats interesting about Glenn is he grew up in Malaysia ^^

This will last for a week or so lol

Anyways, this is a short update on my activity.

God bless.

From Darrell with Love :p

18th

Its Birthday +2.

Its hard to believe I'm 18 already, lived for 18 years lol

Well, pray that this year would be a great year with new experience ^^

Well, short update today.

From Darrell with love XD

Just 1

Hmm, its been weeks since I last updated, due to laziness and I wasn't inspired that much.

So after results, I've been slacking at home besides going out for movies with friends, taking driving lessons and nothing more if I recalled everything.

Just to keep the blog rather "alive" heres a "defibrillator" charge :D

Something that just came into my mind.

Everyday there are people around us facing problems, facing crisis, facing stress, going into "emoness" and so on and so forth.

I think sometimes giving just 1 simple simple encouragement can really brighten up a person's day =)

God bless and keep smiling

From Darrell with love :p

Just another part of life :)

Its been almost 4 months+ of waiting and finally the SPM results have been released.

However its sad to say, overall I was quite bad at it... but then it exceeded my expectations to see all subjects passed.

Its like a light in the burning fire :)

So, I'm here in all giving thanks to God.

The results are as follow:

BM- C+

BI - A+

PM- C+

SEJ- C+

MM- C+

AM - D

Physics- C+

Chemistry- D

Biology- C

EST- A-

BK- C

I'm blogging here about my results not because I'm proud of it, not because I like it, but its because its written rejoice and give thanks to God in all situations and here I am rejoicing that I passed every subject :D

This is my result today, and in times to come, I know I will do much better.

This is not only to give thanks to God, but also act as a reminder for me to learn from my mistakes.

I believe God has his purpose and he has his ways =)

I know everyone else around me did much better, really better then mine, if compared, where am I to even compare? But whats pass is pass, I look at the pass to learn but I do not live in the pass.

I fell, but I'm not defeated...

I was hurt, but I'm not scarred.

Life goes on no matter what, failures are just 1 part of life.

Failures are great learning experience for us.

Failures shapes a better person.

I'll do better, much better :)

Well, my 200th blog post marks the end of 1 part of life but it shall also mark the beginning of a walk into another part of life.

Let this new part of life be blessed by God, may God continue to guide me and lead me too :)

From Darrell with love xD