Verse of the day

Tuesday, May 26, 2009

Final week before mid term holidays

Yup as the title states... its the final week before mid term school holidays starts.
And well, I haven't been blogging very often... cause I feel that I lost the inspiration to blog.
Diagnostic exams are coming to an end finally after 3 weeks.
Tomorrow last paper EST.
The closest event after that is teacher's day on Friday.
I just happy the holidays are finally here just in time to relieve stress and sometime to sit down and give a long thought about life...
I can't believe its now May and almost June already, time passed very fast...

I just don't know why but these few days there is an "jolt" of feelings, a blend of feeling the emo kind, just don't know why.
It makes think about life... studies... purpose... future-family, job, where, how... where am I heading... God... my ability, my gift, my friendship with others... my ways of life... my way of interaction with others.... I just don't know but I keep like thinking about all these things... a bit emo emo like that feeling...
Just what might be causing these feeling... stress? Just don't know why...
Just pray that God will take this feeling away.

Then there is the feeling "yeah!"
Why? Cause I pre-ordered Hillsong United's newest album- Tear Down The Walls



Haha I guess it would be sent to my house anytime starting from tomorrow xD
United: Tear Down the Walls was release in Australia on the 9th of May, and is released globally today that is the 26th of May.
Well, church might start selling them this Sunday.
Its Rm32.90, so if anyone from planning to buy, bring money. I preordered for around Rm27+ and total at Rm30+ for delivery that was around Rm 2+



This is one of the nice songs I heard, enjoy.
And I guess that all I'm going to blog today.
God bless.

Tuesday, May 19, 2009

Week 2/3

Entered exam week 2/3, finish this week there is another few more days next week.
Times are getting filled to the max... and I feel 24 hours is just not enough...
And I just can't get myself to sleep early... makes me feel tired in school.
I guess I'm addicted to sleeping late? haha

Been having flu and cough for a few days... I pray its nothing serious.
Its better today however.
Thank God.

Tuesday, May 12, 2009

Here are the exams.... again

Here are the exams again and this time its the diagnostic test. Its going to last for about a month as long as it goes. Its so long, I hope for it to pass in a flash...
Had my English test today and my BM test the day before... I wonder how its going to turn out.
I pray it turns out well. I did minimal study for both my English and BM though...

It seems I feel a little useless in life, living with a purpose but not able to fulfill it.
I just pray life gets a change from God.

Wednesday, May 6, 2009

Blink

This week seems to past very fast, don't know why. Maybe its because of the so many activities for the pass 3 days...
Tomorrow Thursday already...
Today went to some "anugerah cemelang"... not as receivers but as "observers"
Teacher say go to observe so can so call inspire us to do better in our SPM.
I don't suppose its possible cause we were all there like sitting there doing nothing, almost bored to death kind of program...
But well, rather go then stay in school. Lazy XD
Well, short update for today.
It seems some of exam results are "acceptable", Thank God

Monday, April 27, 2009

Life in a summary

How should I write this? haha Well, I'll just start simple.

Born on April the 3th 1992 to a Christian family, given the name Darrell Lau Yeow Kang.
Was a privilege boy that got the chance to travel to many places outside of Malaysia like Hawaii, however was a mischievous boy and loves crying and causing trouble haha.
Was once told I cried on a bus and rolled on the floor xD.
Addicted to games even when I was small and did not want to go to kindergarten.
Was forced however, and that time I was around 4 or was it 5 haha forgotten.
Clumsy I was, and often felt down when I was running or riding bicycles.
Once felt down and so called "imprinted" my lips on the elevator O.o

Last year at kindergarten was the year 1998, on the year where my brother was born.
Then went to primary school in the year 1999, to a school called Chong Fah Phit Chee.
Was timid and cried on the first few days of school haha
Had some hard time communicating using Chinese cause I was not that good at it that time.
Had a hard time learning Chinese too. My English was good but my Chinese was on the other hand xD
Was quite bad a sports.
6 years there, met alot friends which some I have lost contact by now...
Felt what is to like someone in standard 6 o.o but well... lets not talk about it anymore.
Often fought with my brother, cause of some difference in character.
Had hard time from standard 4-6 in the morning classes where I was a slow one in doing homework therefore one stayed up till 4am to finish my homework @.@ was my record.
I worst injury was around these few year where I felt down and bang my head on the edge of the wall and got don't know how many stiches already...
Had my UPSR in the year 2004 and my last year in primary. After UPSR was so nice brought everything I can bring to play to school, like gameboys, scrabble and so on...
Well, my UPSR results were acceptable- 4As, 3Bs.
The last day was sad to leave school but yet was happy to go to a new environment.
However I still miss primary.

On the year 2005, entered secondary school named SMK Saint Gabriel, entered the top class.
Meet a few friends on the first day, then meet some friends that were into computer games too.
Those few particular are still now that I'm close with.
Then also known some other which always like to insult and so on on the first year itself.
Then there was form 2 and than form 3, the PMR year. Had a great year too.
My PMR results were also acceptable- 5As, 2Bs, 1D(chinese)
Was also candidated for prefect on the year 2007.
2008 was norminated as prefect, but well on watch, bad on studies. Did not pay much attention in class and quite often not doing my homework.
Was robbed once on the year 2008.
Then here I am in the year 2009 my last year, form 5, SPM year.


To add more to the above.
Well, throughout my 17 years of life, I've been travelling with my parents to alot of places around the globe, I feel that its a privilege.

To talk about my Christian life now.
From small I followed my parents to church in PJ.
Then around my primary years, when my parents did not attend church, I went to a church near my house for a few years for youth service.
Then there was a internal problem in the church and therefore I too did not attend anymore.
Until sometime where my mum suddently, say we should again attend chruch.
Then that was when I started attending Charis.
I had stomach pain on the first day...
Well, my first few years there was just like some people would say, a Sunday Christian.
I was not close with my CG members that time, I seldom speak or communicate.
I was baptise on the 21st of December 2008.
I guess this marks the turning point of my life.
Things started changing dramatically on 2008's youth camp.
My life was touched.


So, I thank God for these 17 years of life till this very moment.
Keeping me safe all along.
Changing my life.
So this the my life in a summary.

Sunday, April 26, 2009

Not inspire anymore? T.T

Ok, first of all, exams are over for now... another one coming soon.
Guess its most of Form 5 life- exam exam exam...
I wonder how did I do this time... I pray its better.

Today church, was asked to share testimony.
Felt I gave it quite badly, probably because I was very nervous...
Then we talked about servant hooooooood
Josiah was the "man in charge"
Had a great time, not to mention with some guest from a children home in Thailand.

After that, went to Leisure Mall for lunch, wanted to get some games and Planetshakers' newest album- Deeper but too bad was out of stock somehow T.T
Anyways got 2 games.
One the way stop to drink so coconut juice.
Bought "beggar chicken" for dinner.
After going back installed one of the games and played the whole game.
Then when I wanted to install the second one notice... two disk 3.... crappp
Haiz have to change...

Then dinner eat the chicken bought from afternoon.
Then gaming.
After gaming here I am blogging.

Well, I know I've been updating my blog less often now.
I feel less inspire nowadays and lazy... probably because of the many things around me...
I think I'll update once a week unless I have something special to post.

Anyways thank God for His protection and guidance throughout the week.
Not to mention for the wonderful rest on Saturday.
Well, that's all for today.

Monday, April 20, 2009

Thats all for this weekend

Yesterday, went to PESS school prefect gathering.
Not bad a lot people, the games were ok and the performance were nice.
So many school- Cochcrane, Cannault , Seri Mutiara and so on.
Lasted from 8.00-12.30pm had a great time.
The school itself was nice, very huge and the hall was "wow" nice and it looks like a church.

Today, went to church during first service because my parents were not in.
Probably because I did not get enough sleep throughout the week so I was quite sleepy there.
Then, it was youth service. Today song were wonderful, and all praises were to God.
Then it was the CG "invasion" time.
Had games then sharing, I felt sorta nervous when sharing because maybe I seldom share.
Anyways everyone had a great time.

Finally finished my Moral project ^^ Yeah!
Can pass up already :p
Not very nicely done but its acceptable.

Thank God for His guidance and protection though this 2 days in everywhere and everything.