What If?

Recently, thoughts have been flooding my mind...

These 2 words "what if" often appear...

Life I guess is filled with "what if" questions...

I just wonder more with questions with "what if" popping up.

I just wonder ahead of time...

Sometimes we expect a situation and what if the situation does not turn out to be what we expected?

Well thats just my case...

Life's a journey,

Days ahead a mystery.

Tomorrow's challenge a tourney,

Life's end not our mastery.

Time is ticking,

It is slow.

Though start aiming,

Don't keep low.

Broken and lost,

Tears are dropping.

At the cross,

Fear not of falling.

Just some randomness today...

God bless :)

Passing of time

I guess its a fact that we really can't turn back time.

Whats done is done, whats gone is gone, whats lost is lost.

Everything does happen for a purpose but the purpose does not appear just like that...

I guess it takes time...

Whatever is coming, let it come, whatever is going, let it go.

I thank God that nothing in him is in vein.

Whatever that has happened, I'm going to leave it there only taking the experience.

Its hard to move on with live when something happens for the first time and it goes wrong...

But, the fact is accepted and I just going to move on.

Scars will be healed, wounds will be mended. How long will it take? Only time can tell and only God can do the miracle.

I'm just gonna move on and see what comes in life.

I believe in the end, He would sure provide the finest, the best, the most suitable.

God works in way we could not understand but its all not to harm us but to give the best for us.

It takes time, it takes God's work.

It will pass, it will heal, it will be mended soon.

Just be patience and let it come slowly, don't rush me.

Accept me as I'm now, you won't see an overnight change, but you will see a change to come.

Who knows? Maybe tomorrow? Maybe next week? Maybe next month? And the list goes on and on.

Sometimes ain't easy to forget, but then again, nothing is impossible :)

Anyway, I just wanna say thank you, for you've been a blessing in my life.

God bless

YES, Youth Enrichment School 2010

2 weeks at BCM has taught me a lot.

The experience there opened my eyes to a bigger world we're living in.

I started to understand, to learn many things.

God taught me many things too.

I believe that this 2 weeks weren't wasted, it was fully utilize.

I choose to join YES and I have no regrets, it was really worth it.

What I've learned?

-I learned spiritual warfare is true

-I learned to understand others more

-I learned how to talk and mix around again

-I learned certain decisions can affect friendship greatly

-I learned that its not easy to let go of things

-I learned God is working in us each day

-I learned that God is in control in everything and everything happens for a purpose

-I learned in God nothing is impossible

and the list goes on...

there are so many more...

Anyways, I just take this opportunity to say to whoever you think that this part is meant for you:

To that someone, if you are ever reading this, I just want to say I'm sorry again.

I know I was too over... I just really hope we can be like last time if its still possible...

I don't want anything else just a friendship like before.

You know who you are, and I still feel the unforgiveness in you.

Its what I felt or maybe I'm just too sensitive... cause I'm really a very sensitive person.

I just don't dare to tell you face to face so I'm writing it here, hope you don't mind.

If that someone is reading this, then thank you, cause you really taught me a lot.

I shall say I'm sorry once again... I really hope you accept my apologies.

I don't know if you'd ever read this, but I'm just going to write it.

Well, thats all for the updates

God bless :)

First Post of 2010

Happy New Year to everyone, it was a great 2009 :) but 2010 would also be awesome with new experiences.

It was awesome starting the year with God in church.

2010 is going to be a whole new year, what is coming I don't know, you don't know, only God knows.

So, 2010 is in God's hands.

Anyways this is a short wishing post.

Once again, Happy New Year =)

God bless

Christmas

Wishing everyone a Blessed Christmas and a Blessed 2010 too.

I really thank God that He sent his one and only son to die for us, without him, we won't be experiencing Christmas :)

So....

All I want to say is.... Happy Birthday Jesus !!

Nice to meet you and long time no see

This will be the final update for the APYAC about peoples and friends but it'll be a short one.

One thing fun about conference is that you get to meet new people ;)

Really happy to meet people from around the world of difference races, color and country ^^

I also really thank God for the opportunity to re-meet my friend from primary- Farm Wey Chern.

After 5 years cause shes living in PJ...

Was really glad to see her.

Well Farm, size does not matter and it fits you too =)

We did take a picture but it wasn't clear because I was using my phone...

Anyway here it is =)

Anyways thats all for the updates for Asia Pacific Youth Alive Conference

The next one is in 2012.

Do attend, and you will be challenge ;)

God bless =)

"Hello cakey".

Well, another post about APYAC.

This one will be about the speakers and their funniness ;)

This conference is not what you think of like any boring conference, its so lively that during certain speakers you just can't stop laughing on the jokes they make while still preaching God's word ^^

Then we have wonderful worship sessions.

All the speakers were wonderful too.

Of them, Pastor Mike Pilavachi ^^

He is indeed one of the funniest pastor I met.

I still remember "Don't turn that camera away from me" *walks up to camera man* "Don't do that again" and "Hello Cakey" xD

Then we have Rev Clement which is also another funny pastor.

Then Rev Victor Wong which taught us a really nice dance. One part of the song goes like "I will follow you, follow you to ever you may go"

And still many more speakers, check out my friend's blog which has more details about them- http://movetheslug.blogspot.com/

Besides the speakers, we have many wonderful groups from around the world that led us in our worship sessions.

Of them, Brad & Rebekah, a group from the US led us in many wonderful worships.

Their songs were awesome really gave a some great worship sessions =)

Then we have the Japanese youth group. Which led us in few Hillsong's songs in Japanese.

And one song "Amazing Grace" was sung in Japanese too ^^

Then we have Glad Tiding's own band, and others from Philippines, Indonesia, Africa and many more that were equally awesome in their own ways ^^

Overall, APYAC is just awesomely wonderful =)

2012 come faster, I want to attend APYAC again

Updates are till here for now, 1 more post tomorrow about peoples and friends

God bless