A choice is ahead

School restarts tomorrow...
Here comes a wave of stressful feelings...

After some thoughts I think I might resign as my school scout president.
I feel, I'm incapable of taking the stress coming from it anymore and I'm incapable to lead
with strictness.
However its not my final decision yet.
I want God to decide.
I want His will be done.
If its for me to resign He will allow, but its the opposite, I pray He gives me the strength to continue.
So God help me.... help me...