Full colors of this world unseen...

Many do not but only those closest to me know that I cannot see many can see...

Everyone can see clearly while I am limited... colors... is what makes this world wonderful...

Without colors its going to be pure plain...

But for me... for me I can only see certain range and some others I can't see...

Its saddening that sometimes I can't see the beauty in things that people see.

But I ok with it... at least God still gave me the ability to see colors but not all.

Half color blindness, I got it since small, no wonder I can't see what people point to me in the jungle -- only after I knew why only then I realize.

I was confirm with half color blindness during standard 6, and unfortunately there is no cure or any way to fix it.

It quite a nuisance when you can't see all the colors especially in games or jungle.

Example, in the jungle I have a hard time to see things when everything is just green while some animals are brown, and thats when I can't see them...

Another in games... when I'm gaming, I have a hard time noticing the opposing players. I easily miss them and get shot -- Happen a lot in first person shooters... and real time strategy games I have a hard time controlling my units during micro cause I might mix up between their colors...

The only play I can still play is by experience and learning, time and duration spent.

Then theres these range of jobs that I cannot apply for due to color blindness, for 1, pilot...

I don't even know can I be a aerodynamic engineer with this condition...

Even for driving you need to pass the color blind test and I just wonder how am I going to pass it when I've seen the questions and am unable to see the shapes or numbers --

As you can see, color blindness and its effect but at least I still can see colors...

I can't imagine what would it be of those who can only see black and white.

Well its a random post about my condition

Anyways 3 more days in SPM ;)

Then its freedom xD

Thats all for the updates

God bless :)

Trying out

Just some random pictures :)

Desperation Band: Light Up The World album, bought today :p

The Holy Bible, I love this picture haha

Summarizing week 1

Week 1 of SPM is over.

This includes 3 days and 4 subjects :)

In short Bm, English, EST was ok ^^

Sejarah was the headache --

You should see how the exam hall empties in just 1 hours plus hahaha.

Anyways, 2 weeks plus more until SPM is OVER.

Mathematics, Moral, Bible Knowledge and Add Maths is next week.

Add maths --

Anyways thats for the updates this time.

God bless :)

SPM

SPM starts in like 9 hours.

So, All the best everyone :)

All The Best

Wishing every SPM and STPM candidates all the best in the upcoming examinations.

Don't give up, do your best :)

The "Boy's School Theory"

This year will be my last year in a boy's school, and a vast unknown world lies ahead, but whatever it is I'll leave it to God :)

Anyways, 5 years in a boy's school, I guess that gives me enough experience to compare, give some facts and talk a bit about boy's school.

Basically, boy's school, from the surface, you don't see much difference from co-ex school, except its just all boys.

But some people tend to put boys from boy's school are gay...

Some even have the tendency to put their mind when they heard "I'm from boy's school", the word "gay" would just appear --

I tell you its not like that...

I don't deny the fact there are "gay" problems, but this gay problems goes a long way.

Which I would try to explain by logical ideas and thinking.

From if you had to go through 5 years in one, you could really feel the difference.

I believe being in a boys school has it's pros and cons too.

One of the cons that you really see is that its really hard for some boys to get back into society where there is the other gender. It happens to some not all especially to those who are more "technologically advance" guys like me cause you really spend too much time on the computer. Through this 5 years after primary, you really would have to strive to relearn how to live with girls again literally saying. Its sometimes just hard. Too hard as it goes.

Take example: Me. I'm a very "techy" guy and I seldom go out with my friends for walks, and socializing. Therefore I lost touch with the "world" and when you realize it and try to get back on track its just so hard that you are overwhelmed by shame and inexperience because of lack of exposure.

You sometimes tend to lost your natural reaction like you once have in primary with girls...

Another cons is that you sometimes tend to feel "lonely" without a companion, partner, of more openly a girlfriend. This sometimes lead to greater problems, like looking for a "substitute" of the same gender...

This is where sometimes gay relationship starts.

I think its quite common where people have the tendency to ask when you say you're from a boy's school "you're from boy's school?" and give a big reaction asking "are you gay?" --

I tell you its not that simple actually...

I also want to tell you, most boys in boys school do have girlfriends and some really are having really successful results.

I also believe that boys from boy's school tend to appreciate a relationship more.

From cases I heard, its the girls who want to break up...

Another thing about boy's school its about the examination results.

Because there is not much competition, so then hardly anyone is striving to get good results.

This sometimes pisses the teachers off xD

Now, about the pros, I believe one of the greatest things of a boys school is the friendship.

In boys school, I say most of us has that "brotherly bondage".

Cause we're in the same school, all of the same gender.

If anyone had ever watch HBO's Band of Brothers series, its almost like that.

I believe one the the greatest and deepest friendship forged are sometimes found in situations like this.

I think sometimes it more like brotherhood then friendship.

You really have the friends.

I don't mean co-ex school don't have friendships like this, I just meant its more common in boy's school.

Sometimes there is also less conflicts because everyone are of the same gender, theres nothing to fight over, no one to impress and nothing to show off.

So, I guess these are basically the facts about boys from boy's school.

I think some would agree, some would not.

I apologize from any statement that might be insulting... I'm just typing what my heart's feeling.

But I hope for some after reading, will understand better about boy's school.

God bless :)