I don't see what you see

My current blog theme and colorization needs some comments, cause I can see what I can see...
But I can't see what you guys can see lol
To me everything is clear and nice but I don't know about readers, so if anything is like too glaring or whatever, do leave comments =)

Adapt, learn and survive

Alright, its day 2 of my college. College is a totally brand new experience.
Still quite somethings to settle, before its called basically "settled"
Hmm like well you know, fees, peoples.
And gotta get used to the time and environment.
Of all, clubs/societies, not sure what to join, so many clubs, so little time, cause I heard that most club's meetings are held on Fridays.
Now, is between Christian Fellowship, HMC lead's "sub club" C2AGE or adventure club...
Hope that time for meeting does not clash then can join all =D

Compared to the first day, at least I'm getting used to it, spoke, got to know someone which is also in foundation in science =)
I not really the socializing kind of person, I'm shy, quiet... well that is until I get to know the people around me...
Example: Church's Cell Group ^^
An example of my adaptation and learning.

Today was my first mistake --"
Saw wrong time went in class like 45 minutes late...
Thank God it was not a subject class...

Anyways they have many computers, just that is old like --"
Of the many rooms, I've went into 2 before, 1 is worst then the other...
Why?
Cause 1 room all using roller ball mouse --"
But the other still ok la... optical mouse...
Specification of the PC are:
-Windows XP SP2
-Pentium 4
-512mb ram o.o"
But then its a good thing the computer is rather open, can modified =)
Used 1 PC today and I somewhat customized it with Google chrome XD
So overall cannot call rock, stone or wooden PC
Its somewhere after wooden lol
Basically acceptable for internet surfing but seriously not multitasking --

But then I still rather get a laptop, my laptop faster come, faster, I want to Razerize it XD

Anyways there are still a lot of things to handle.
Gotta adapt to the new environment and timing.
Gotta learn to make friends.
And I'll survive =D

But, in all, I'm not going to worry because all will turn out well when God is with me =)
Thats the update for today
God bless

From the one and only Darrell

Blog overhauled

How the new template and everything?

Give comments =)

The colour theme is between yellow, green and orange chosen to sorta fit the background :D

Credits go to my cousin, Bing Han for introducing the tool =)

It just seems missing

Sometimes its just makes me speechless, seeing life goes on yet...I see no smile and I see no laughter and it just makes me feel something is missing...

Its just like in a hot day where I just want it to rain.

Then I see the clouds come and it gives me a sight of relieve.

But its what comes next then really makes the big difference...

Its either rain or it just there with winds and breeze.

When it rains its just like laughter that spark off even more laughter, like before...

It does not matter if it rained somewhere else, for what matters is to whom the rain falls on...

But when the clouds are just there with wind and breeze, its just like a very cold and dull presence, which gives me the relieve from the hot weather but does not at all produce a smile.

All I just want to say is rain for I want to see that smile again =)

Its just something I want to post...

I doubt anyone understands what I'm trying to say, unless you have tune in to the same "frequency"

From the vaulted doors within the depths of my heart

Significance

College is starting next week, so next Monday will mark the end of my longest "holiday" ever lol.

Thinking about college there lies only 1 problem, Foundation is Science/Arts?

Science, yea I love science, I love Physics, maths and I want to go for Aerospace Engineering...

But... I can't seem to think of any job opportunity relating with Aerospace engineering in Malaysia... and I don't plan to work overseas...

For Arts on the other hand which many recommend but I'm not very sure what I'm interested at. There might be few that I think I would be interested at... Its what I think like, mass com or business... But that what I think I would like if I go for Arts...

So, in both path to say, I'm still not sure...

My dream is to be a Astronautic engineer that instead of making in planes, jet or flying objects, makes something that is for exploration beyond earth, ya know like spaceships, not those old rusted and outdated space shutter and rockets, but something that is new, beyond the box that would propel human civilization into the next era lol which is rather a impossible dream and rather crazy one too that seems to come out of the science fiction, but its really something I want to try to do...

Even I myself think what I want to do is crazy, what more of others... lol

For others, Nanotechnology enginnering... or even a journalist, Stal *ahem* ker? lol

Or if not, I'll just follow the foot steps of my parents of being in the insurance sector...

But then in all, I just seem to be very uncertain about my future...

Been praying too... answers have not come thus far... I believe it would come but at the appropriate time =)

Alright, this would be my update today =)

Do leave comments at the cbox if anyone is ever interested to give your thoughts or idea =)

and God bless

Delivered straight from the heart of Darrell ^^

The rare action

Whats rare? I hardly read xD

So I'm reading thanks to a book a got for my birthday ^^

Now something to do to fill in the free times

The book title is called: Butterfly in Brazil

Its a Christian book about how our life can make a world of difference.

Book is written by Glenn Packiam, one of the worship leaders from Desperation band/New Life Church.

Whats interesting about Glenn is he grew up in Malaysia ^^

This will last for a week or so lol

Anyways, this is a short update on my activity.

God bless.

From Darrell with Love :p

18th

Its Birthday +2.

Its hard to believe I'm 18 already, lived for 18 years lol

Well, pray that this year would be a great year with new experience ^^

Well, short update today.

From Darrell with love XD