Ever Wondering

Ever wondered what are your talents?

I guess everyone has their moments of thoughts...

And till date, I still wondering, still seeking, still searching, still finding for my talent(s).

What am I good at I just wonder? Am I at all good at anything?

I don't know, I just can't seem to find out what I'm good at...

Gaming? Nah, there are still many better out there...

Singing? Don't think so... although I like singing alone where no one else is around o.o

Instrument? My guitar is like -- other then that I haven't have to opportunity to try it out...

Well, what am looking for? What do I expect to see myself to be?

I don't even know.

Sometimes I feel that everything I do ain't just good enough,

Sometimes I feel that I can't match up to others...

I worry about my future, about will I survive when I go to work in future? Can I be successful?

All these question and worried constantly flood me. I believe many think the same?

Well, sometimes I just think I just need to go by faith and wait a little longer...

Sometimes I think its just faith that drives my life.

Well God always works in miracle, I'll just wait and see :)

You are

Who are the one the stand by us

-In times of trails?

-In times of troubles?

-In times of grief?

-In times of pain?

-In times of failure?

-In times of our fall?

-In times of joy

-In times of success

-In times of happiness

-In times of victory?

Besides God and our family, true friends are the one!

Thank you for those that have stand by me through time.

The unknown

Am I ready to step into the unknown of the unknowns?

I do hope I'm, with faith that guides me and he who leads me...

Past

My past was not such a pleasant one.

I was not who I am, I was not living the life God want me to.

I know my past.

But the past is past, I can't change it but I don't want to live in it again.

Let the past be the past, let what was left behind be left there.

I don't want to fall into my past again, I had enough, I want to move on.

Step back I shall not, into the valley of darkness.

How far and hard this road will go but I will go by the faith that guides me,

For I'm just dust of the ground.

As dawn marks a beginning, so does dusk marks the end.

Who makes the dawn, who makes the dusk?

For He who makes them, makes me.

And for He who makes me, marks my timeline.

So who can I trust more then the person who makes me and determines my timeline?

No one else but God alone.

A role for each face

We meet lots of people in our life, some we make them our friends, some we make them known to ourselves, some we just make them a face in our mind.

You know it just makes me think, whats the purpose of meeting people everyday.

This thought just came into me, each one of them plays a role, a reason, a purpose.

Even though its just 1 look and just once, that moment might just play a role in God's purpose.

Whether in our life, our theirs, it just play a purpose whether small or big, all will cause an impact.

Some might just cause a change, some will forge a friendship, some driving us to move on, and even some people that will be with us for life.

So, every friend there is, every friend you have, are there for a purpose.

Friends are one part of life, we cannot live without friends.

Even God says he is our friend, our best friend.

Friendship therefore is beautiful.

True friendship with trust is hard to earn, but easy to lose.

Whats worth more then gold, friendship is.

Whats the meaning of life without friendship?

To all my friends:

I love you!

And God bless our friendship to last forever and ever till the end of days :)

Progress

Inspiration just comes like that I guess...

Progress, when we think about it, we think about success, accomplishment, great achievements and so on...

Well, sometimes, I just think about everything that happens in life, what do we call them?

For me I think its all under 1 same word, progress.

When we come to think about it, you will find its true.

Because in everything there is progress.

In life we are constantly progressing, and in no way we are going backwards.

We progress even in mistakes, in failures, in troubles...

How? By learning, by experiencing, by overcoming it.

It all leads to progression.

The only way that will cause us not to progress is not doing anything and giving up.

Therefore never give up, keep life going, keep things going, keep that heart beating and you are constantly moving forward.

God made everything happen for progress, but you are the one that chooses to progress or to

to surrender.

Words

Alright, first of all before I blog anything, I'm just gonna thank God for guiding me in passing my undang test!

Not just a pass, but a pass with miracle marks- 49/50

First of all, many know that I have partial colour blindness.

I thank God that he helped me to find a solution to pass the colour blind test.

A simple solution- A red and blue 3D spectacle.

Secondly, I thank him for the extra time there before the test which gave me time to do extra revision.

That gave me just all the advantage to get the marks mentioned above.

Well, I did not expect a 49 lol.

At first, I looked at the screen without looking properly and thought I only got 42, the passing park.

Well, I thanked God I passed.

After the score was printed, I realize I looked at the wrong mark, it was 49 :)

I can't believe it, really thank God.

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Well, the main topic I wanna blog tonight is stated as the title.

Life, we only go through it once, we only have 1 chance and its only a short time, even shorter for some.

"What can we do in life?" Many will ask.

Many will say "Live it like you want, as long you're happy"

Some say "Live it to the max"

Others say "Live it meaningfully"

Rarely said "Live it to the max for God's kingdom that you may glorify his name by impacting the lives of others with meaning"

Living a life for God?

I sometimes think, it starts with 1 simple choice each of us decide each day- the choice of "word"

Words, can be said to be one of the most powerful thing.

Why?

The Word of God, the Bible, says it all.

Apart from that, we can see how words affect the world.

A simple choice of word can cause conflict;

A simple choice of word can spark a war;

A simple choice of word can determine prices;

A simple choice of word drives many things.

For us? Its no least powerful too.

A simple choice of word can encourage one;

A simple choice of word can help one to move on;

A simple choice of word can make a smile;

but

A simple choice of word can also destroy dreams;

A simple choice of word can destroy life;

A simple choice of word can end one's life;

and

A simple choice of word could change one's life forever.

How do we live for God?

By choosing the right words in our daily life, that would make an impact in others.

So, what are your choice of words?

Does it encourage one? or Does it discourage one?

Does it make a smile? or Does it cause tears to fall?

Does it start a life? or Does it end one's life?

Many are the choices of life, and our daily words are just one of them.

Words are simple choices, but can really make a big difference.

Thats all for today.

God bless.

Life as it is

Well, its been some time since I last blogged.

After SPM life is starting to be a little boring.

Its been 2 days since I came back from Hong Kong, and since then I've been "disintegrating" at home...

How I missed the routines of school... sometimes.

Raindrops

Dust setting

Well just some random pictures taken from the plane with the phone camera...

I'm feel rather lost on my heading of life right now, where am I heading I just wonder...

Am I heading the right way? What is God planning for me ahead?

Sometimes its just hard to keep our mind clear of these questions.

But then through all these, I believe its where faith kicks in.

Faith not in ourselves, but faith in God, faith in His plans.

We are all made with flaws, non is flawless.

Sometimes, with so many flaws, I just think I'm useless in a sense.

I faced failures in many parts in life.

Looking back I just wonder how did I coup with it...

I guess it was God that comforts me all the time.

Sometimes I'm thankful that I'm rather forgetful and blurry because I can get over things easier I guess :)

Well, I guess every flaws just serves a purpose in our life?

I sometimes think maybe the flaws serves as a boundary.

Maybe the flaws serves as a purpose to prevent certain temptations? Well, I don't know, only God knows.

In this verse Psalm 139 mentioned:

I praise you because I am fearfully and wonderfully made; your works are wonderful, I know that full well.

Psalm 139:14

This verse to me meant a lot.

God made us with his infinite wisdom, and so if with his infinite wisdom there shouldn't be any flaws in us right? But then we are full of flaws, why? Because He has a purpose for the flaws that came with us, won't you agree? So in a sense he make us perfect for his plans :)

He can make us perfect if he wants to, but then there would not be much purpose in our lives wouldn't it?

Just imagine a world where everyone is perfect, imagine that everyone is free of troubles cause we are perfectly made, how would we live our everyday life?

I can only imagine a world of humanoids. Everyone through the same routine, same thoughts.

Sometimes I think the ability to make freewill decisions are one of the main source of our flaws.

Sin is a flaw, no? Cause we make decisions, we are subjected to sinning.

Well, its my personal opinion based on experience and understanding.

Temptation are one of the main source that causes us to sin, but its not the ultimate source, the ultimate source is our freewill decision.

We are the ones that ultimately make the decision whether to "bow" to temptation.

God knows this, so this verse was promised:

No temptation has seized you except what is common to man. And God is faithful; he will not let you be tempted beyond what you can bear. But when you are tempted, he will also provide a way out so that you can stand up under it.

1 Corinthians 10:13

So in everything where there is a way in, there is always a way out.

The decision is ours ultimately.

God can help us, but we decide whether to accept his help.

Well, I guess thats all I'm gonna blog today.

God bless.