Saturdays of combo

Its been few Saturdays that we have activity in school.
Sometimes really feel tiring...
After school some more tuition.
Result- sickening and tiring.

So pray God will sustain me throughout my days to come...

Good day

Today, nice la, no marching training, less homework.
Came back early too a 1 hour+ nap.
So refreshed.

Well, today feel quite awake despite yesterday late sleep.
I believe God strengthened me throughout my day in school and outside ba.
Really thank God for that.

K la don't want write much want rest soon

Sweat....

Today, school give some exam results liao...
English- 80%... not satisfied le.
But nevermind what pass is pass and cannot be changed. Thank God it the first intervention.
Mathematics- 60%+ forget jo but satisfied cause my mathematics haven't been getting very good results for "decades"

Today, marching practice again... sien no people.
Don't know how to handle those juniors la...

God help me please
I don't want to lead a "lousy" 2009.

Faith must come first and today.

Its is faith in God that has set me free.
Many things have changed in my life.
I use to be unable to let go someone, yet unable to express my feeling.
Then there was once after some prayer, I finally took up courage and said:"No more. I will let go. I will move on. Life is about God and no one else. I will surrender my future to him."
That was the day everything changed and life wasn't the same anymore.
My life was totally changed. Never again I had the desire to find a relationship at this age, but I desire to serve God and seek God.
That was the turning point of my life.

Today, school still have exam for B.C at first.
Then later on I heard EST has an exam today too.
I was shocked, but was ok later when I see that it was quite simple.
Thank God that it is still in my field of knowledge.
After school suppose to have marching practice but then canceled because got prefect meeting with all the teachers.
Came back around 4pm.

Then downloaded some songs from u-tube ^^
And converted it from video to mp3 files.

So this is basically another day for me.
Thank God that He has guided me through the beginning of this year.

Sunday

Today went to church for first service in the morning because I had to help out in the power point system during youth.
During youth today... I felt when controlling the power point... I lost focus a lot today... a lot of mistakes.

After that, was CG. Well out CG went to the field because Amanda boiled pumpkin sup for everyone.
Was nice, keep it up.

Then sharing time. Erica gave her devotion testimony, then "blessed" me to be the following week's testimony giver. lol

Came back, played games till night.
Just now only stopped and so this is basically my day...

Tomorrow... gotta stay back for training...
Well, don't want to post much want to learn guitar online lol.

Run, tired and happy

Today school got cross country run.
Very tired... legs muscles all pain...

Afternoon was church worship team meeting.

Then I finally got my game: Dawn of war 2
Yeah, but have been updating whole day so played little while only.

Basically thats all for today.
Sleepy.

Day 5 of 5, completed

Well, intervention exam is over for me...
Tomorrow Saturday got merentas desa, wonder can I still run? lol
Its been so long since I run.

Well, want to sleep "early" to get energy ba. xD

Exam day 4 of 5, the circulation of stress, burden in the air.

Its the forth day of the intervention exams.
Today was Physics.
Paper 2 was easier then paper 1.
Tomorrow would be the last day of exam.
Biology and English would be the ending 2 topics.
These few days have been rather tiring... drinking 100 plus don't seem to help...



Well, I've been blog surfing quite a lot lately and I've been seeing blogs with lots of post about stress, tensions...
Look like everyone that includes me is stressed up around all things-studies, exams, responsibilities and sometimes being too concern about all these we forget about God, we forget that Hes in control
I doubt most of my friends will read this but this is a reminder for me and everyone else that reads-
Be strong, have faith, believe and surrender to God.
Let Him guide us through every problem, every stress, every obstacle, everything and let Him do whats best for us, for He knows the future and therefore knows whats best.
No matter how many times we tried and have failed, He will always be with us.
God is in control, be strong, be strong, be strong even though things may not seem to go right.
Let not our faith be shaken.
Remember He is in control of all things. Be strong. Everything that comes into our lives has its purpose. Remember that God will never test us beyond what we can take, when there is a problem, there is sure to be way, seek the purpose, seek the way, seek God.
Everything will go as expected, but it is planned.
Therefore, be strong, be strong and be strong in God.
Be still, hold our ground, know He is God and nothing will be impossible because we serve the true and living God.

God, into your hands I commit myself, let your will be done, for you know whats best for us.

Day 3 of 5

Today is the third day of exam...
Today- Chemistry and add maths...
Can say haiz.... speechless, no comment.

Tomorrow fourth day of exam... double Physics paper...
Then after that got marching practice...

Going to be a tiring day tomorrow. Need God to strengthen me.

Exam day 2 of 5

Today exams include History paper 1 and 2.
Then there is maths all objective question.

History... speechless
Ciri-ciri kerajaan agraria and maritim mixed up
Objective questions ok ok la.

Then maths starting easy, back de a bit hard even though its all form 4 basic questions.
Haiz everything is got to change.

You know 1 thing I like about exam is because it has no homework however must study la...

Well, 2 of 5. 3 more days to go.

Exam day 1 of 5

Today subject was Moral and B.M.
Moral was acceptable because I didn't study so a little hard to answer, while B.M was ok. I felt B.M was easier maybe because its one of my ok ok subject.

Tomorrow is History and Mathematics...
Don't know how...
God guide me through.

That is all for today.

Today and tomorrow

Today youth CG time, we talked about love.
Firstly we read some verses from the Song of Songs.
Reading was not difficult but reading without showing your teeth is.
Thinking back Andrew really" jar dou" to read the verse he has to read to Beatrice. haha
He read your "bubu" lol

Intervention is tomorrow but I didn't study. -.-
Lazy to care much...
Want to study de but hard to overcome the laziness...
Hope tomorrow in school God will help me overcome my laziness and that I may study in school.

4-5 days more until the game I pre-ordered comes.
Its retail date is 20th but probably getting by 19th or on the date it is retailed, depends on post laju.

Alright don't want to post too long want to sleep.

The 100th post of my blog

Well, without noticing my blog has reach the 100th post.
Lets look back. I began blogging around the middle of last year and have been blogging till today since then.
Reach my 100th post on Valentines Day, what a nice day to write my 100th post.
When I first started blogging I didn't know blogging is interesting lol and so I've been blogging till this very moment, this very minute, this very second.

So, today, Valentines Day had school because of replacement.
Then after that had English class tuition.
After this and that came home around 5pm.
Then cleaned up myself and did nothing despite that exam is around the corner and instead played games xD
Lazy to read le.

Tomorrow is Sunday.
Another great day.

Passing a single's Valentines

Tomorrow is valentines day, but also a school replacement day.
So will be studying, watching others celebrate Valentines Day and doing nothing... basically.
Admiring other couples? lol Maybe.

So for singles like me, would be celebrating the day with family and friends.
Being a single is not that sad and being a couple does not make one person more happier. Agreed?
Anyways I've surrendered "these kinds" of matters to God.
Let Him choose the "right one" for me in future.
At the level of my maturity anyways, I feel I'm not ready for a relationship too.
We'll see what happens in the future which is not that far either.
Anyways I'm happy being a single and its good being a single.
So appreciate the time being a single or when it passes we'll regret.

Cubes, oral, nothing?

Time to talk crap lol.
Its been quite sometime out whole class is crazy over "the cube"
which I sure most of you know.
So I got myself one today xD. Rm10 ...
Getting addicted to it hahaha.

Tomorrow oral test...
Topic prepared- The pros and cons of gaming ^^
How to present? not prepared...
Pray for successful speech.

The word "nothing" is getting commonly used in class.
Just ask "what" and you'll get the answer "nothing!!!"

Shock and awe...?

Today, I got a shocking question something about God...
Which probably was treat to breaking my faith.
But then it won't, its faith in God too that sustained me.
That the shocking thing.

Then one of my friend today finally got his computer after 4-5 years? Grats.
Eh, use it wisely ar. Don't go break your comp like some experience you had with others.

The "Awe"
Well pre-ordered Dawn of war 2, yeah... and its collector's edition.
It cost about Rm175.00 XD
Original ma...lol

The "shock" will never break my faith no matter what. I live by faith of God's existence and this faith will never break. I had my experience with Him and it will last forever.
Into His hand I commit myself, my live, my everything.
I wonder, yes I wonder. But yet, no matter what, in Him I will trust.

Tuesday 11/2

Well, how many week have passed for 2009?
Can't recall. haha
Things are going quite well despite several incident...

Tomorrow got marching training then got EST class.... all after school.
How ar? Ish.... collision of programs is one thing I don't like.
Then lame the teacher... our Leo club teacher thrown a lot of craps to me...
Say me not responsible because I just forgotten to take some coco-card and put it back.
So many things to remember how remember ar....
Really sien lo. Meet her then I get craps thrown to my face.
Some more ask stupid question. Say what "you want me tell your mum to tell that I'm forgetful?"
Eh think herself la, which student want to teacher to meet their parents. Of course no.
I'm forgetful so what? Got medicine cure ar?
And why does my mum need to know that I'm forgetful? Its not a discipline problem.
Some nonsense. Not only nonsense, I just forgotten to put back some coco-cards she wants to make a fuss out of it.
She think I don't want put back meh? I just forgotten over the weekends because of so many things to do, its not a big issue. I'm sure that I'll put it back if I remember, I not that irresponsible.
Yes I know what people say "If you are responsible, you will remember what you have to do."
But I got tones of more important responsibility. I'm not a super computer to remember everything.
So not happy about me, next time I'll tell her "I quit"
She think that like she is perfect.
Tak tahan her la... ish...

I pray that God will boost my memory that I don't get complains like this anymore.
Sometimes its a stress when you hear complains when you're trying your best to be different from the pass.

Homework rushing

Haha my homework from last friday today only do.
Well, finished it already.
Nothing much to do today besides online and gaming...

Then a storm came and well forced me to off everything related to internet and gaming.
It lasted for 2 hours+

Basically nothing much besides its a schooling day tomorrow.
Well, want to sleep early(try)
So thats all for today.

Fruity Sunday

Today as usual with every Sunday, went to church.
Whats not that usual is that there was a CNY mini celebration today.
Games and competitions were organized.
There was the "Blow wind blow".
Then there was the lantern making competition?
All kinds of crazy ideas and lanterns.
Some looked like fish, some like dragon fly, and some I don't know what you want to call it.
Our group? Well, valentines lantern?
After that there was the mandarin orange eating competition...
I Volunteered to eat
So, our team came out the first ^^
Well I hope I don't grow trees from my head cause I ate the seeds together with the orange...

Anyways it was fun. Thank God for blessing everyone with a good time today.

All glory to God

My school's Christian Fellowship first meeting went well.
It was all God's work and plan in motion.
This is something I want to share.

Well, Saturday was my Christian Fellowship's first meeting, I was so worried about what to do and what can I do.
So its been a few days I've been praying about the meeting.

And today, despite a other minor "pop up", the meeting went well with God's guidance in everything. Even though it lasted around 45 minutes due to my absent to help out another teacher on something, but it was just enough.
Anyways we started with a word of prayer.
Followed by activities-survey, introduction to Christian Fellowship and to Christianity and Jesus and fellowship.
Well, even though there was no full attendance, because it was Saturday but among around 15 of us, there were around 4-5 non-Christians. I'm sure they've learned something about Christianity and about God. There were 40+ in the Christian Fellowship so I believe that the next meeting more will come and they too will learn.
Amazingly from the survey I can see that the non-Christians are interested to know and learn more about about Christianity.
Christians ya all of us are interested, even me, but then the non-Christians are interested too, its totally something, its God's purpose in motion I believe.
Got to know some of them better through the survey we done, was simple but just want to get some idea of what students think of certain things.
Well, yea we ended we a word of prayer too.

Actually I was worried about myself, about what I'm going to talk about, what will I share, how will I conduct things and so on.
But then, God enabled me, he enabled speak forth with faith, courage and of His words.
Honestly thinking back I was not thinking much. I was like in a semi-conscious state and I was still aware of my surroundings but the words just kept flowed out, I believe its from God and no one else.
If it was not God, I wouldn't even dare to speak much.

45 minutes I believe was used meaningfully and I'm sure some hearts were soften.
All I can say is all glory to God.

Ish... school tomorrow

Activities on Saturday....
really feel lazy to get up tomorrow.
But no choice, CF got programs, so must go.
Today discussed with secretary about the activities tomorrow, hope will go smoothly.
Pray God take control over all the programs tomorrow.

Haiz... tomorrow also whole day outside....

So delayed

Well, tomorrow is our CF's committee members meeting.
I feel its so postponed until tomorrow cause of some factors...
Pray it goes on well where everyone will share ideas.

A lot things around the whole day, now only update but want to sleep soon so short update.

Of craps and more

Today got kawat so came home tired...
then took my bath sleep for 2 hours until 8pm....
after that rush my homework lo....

Then finally downloaded Windows Live Messenger 2009
nice but still blur and not used to it.

Ok, don't want to make a post too long, want to sleep.
God bless ;)

Homework and programs

These few days would probably be filled by homeworks and programs...
But I'm happy its only a 4 schooling day week and a 3 day rest day coming on.
Thank God.

Anyways not many things to write cause not many happenings... yet...

Tomorrow school starts again

After one week of CNY holiday, its over...
I'm so still in holiday mood... and entering the month of February...
Feel so lazy to go back to school.

Before school even starts I can feel the stress "knocking" at the "door".
Went through lots of thoughts about how am I going to go through the year with SPM, this and that...
Well, I guess I'll have to surrender everything to God. I just want to lay down this stressfulness before Him.
I want to feel this last moments of peacefulness without work nor stress.
Intervention exam coming up next as the major event.
Besides there is our inter-school marching competition.
Finally there is my school's CF...... no programs yet... no happenings yet...
God give me ideas please, help me manage all of these, let me not fail the CF again like last year.

2009 F5 CNY visitation

Today is our F5 CNY visitation. So went for morning service.

Straight after morning service we move out.

First stop- Arywn's house.
First thing we saw was a black cat on the stairs. It was so shy.
Branch was here.
So, we did some food cleaning there. XD Also had a game of scrabble.

Second stop- Wen Qi's house.
It was "modded" condominium house, 2 into 1 and therefore quite big.
Girls commented: First time see a boys room to tidy...
Our food was pizza and sushi.
Self servicing was required for the sushi- Make Your Own Sushi theme was used. XD
There were lots of shandy crazers ^^ include me :p

After that- Xan En's house
This visitation was a food spree.
Some ate a lot.
Abigail told story- "The Father, the son and the ball" really "ja dou" one the story. -.-
Some of the girls got hooked to the piano. haha

Followed on by- Beatrice's house
The visitation to this house was another food spree.
Tried some home made cookies.
Then a game of "truth or dare"
After that to the computer room for some memories picture.
Then before leaving, while opening the gate, Abigail's dog a.k.a "Mercy" found the meaning of freedom. XD

Finally the final destination of the day- Jessica's house
Andrew first feeling here was malu-malu sikit lo. XD
Dinner was taken here.
There was a pot bless fellowship by Jessica's parents too so there were many food.
Food seems to be not enough but after pastor prayed that God multiplied the food, God really did and all seems to be enough.
Then Jessica gave a a taste of her "medicine".
She made wine in a school for a science project, so she let us tried it.
Apple wine? With unknown % of alcohol.
I drank my first quarter with awful feeling.
Later on, second time, this time was around half cup.
Since we were rushing off by then I drank it "gulp by gulp" and finished it in 3 mouth and you know what it tasted so good then when I drank it by sip.
But then I felt "hot" in the chest XD
Until now when I'm typing this I'm feeling dizzy.

Well, every house we went we ended our visitation with a prayer of blessing.
The whole visitation ended around 8.30pm.
What a great day.
Thank God for blessing this visitation.


So here are some of the pictures, enjoy.

Wen Qi: I want you.
Wen Qi is requiting for his new sushi business.

The "famous Wen Qi"
Sorry, no photos please.
Wen Qi: You must drink it William, no matter what, its all for your own good.
Girls: Join us, we are one happy family
Andrew: Now whos the boss around here?

I'll only post this much, for more photos visit my facebook.
You can also tell me and I'll send it to you.