Time...

Sometimes i miss the old days,

Even knowing what pass and will never come back and be the same,

Time will always go foward and never will it go backwards,

Therefore time is precious.

What passes will never come back.

What is done is done and cannot be undone.

Waste it and regret later.

Therefore don't let time pass for nothing.

But rejoice for as time passes we know God will be coming soon.

God places us in somewhere for His purposes

This is what I noticed, God places us somewhere for His purposes.

His purpose can either effect us, others or even both.

Places that God put us in are not always what we want, but its His will.

He will reveal His purpose.

This reflects to my life.

See, God puts me in a boy school which I guess no one likes it because I'm sure most of you wants to me in a school co-ex school. But I'm sure and I have faith that He has planned something ahead of me. He has a reason for all things to happen, even things that we actually don't like and things that we sometimes regret, like for me I confess that I regret registering in a boy school but now I understand its not my will but His will for me to be in St. Gabriel. I also confess that I don't like to be in a boy school because its so-called "gay school" which I don't agree however I do agree that boy schools are more "lonely" because all are the same "species"(boys). But I am convince that everything happens for a purpose, God's purpose in our life.

My life these few days

My life these few days is a new feeling. I felt God changing me. My attitude are much different then before.

So I pray that God will continue to change me.

God is so real

God has done many things recently and I'm glad .He increase my faith in Him ,taught me new things about Him and I'm really happy to have a Living God - Jesus Christ

I remembered that day where he really taught me to have more faith in Him ,He taught me to pray and have faith in that prayer.He really taught me lesson that will always be in me.

On that day it was just like any normal Friday but I forgotten to bring my house keys to school. But I did not care much thinking my dad will be at home...

After school and as usual I took a bus home, and before reaching my destination I suddenly felt the urge to pray and so I did and I prayed that my dad will be at home to open the house gates and doors.

Then I reached the bus stop just a few meters away from the street where my house was located. As I reached the street, the first thing I looked at was my house and across the street where my dad usually parks his car but found out it was not there. Thats was the point I forgotten about my prayer and lost faith in God. 

When I reached my house gate, I looked at it and I just took off my bag and pass in over the gate with both my hands, then I climbed over the wall beside the gate but in that process I hurt my self because of the fencing when I slipped but I managed to climb over. My palm was bleeding with an wound cut opened by the fencing, I washed it off and then I looked for ways to open my house door. After try for sometime I finally lost hope and sat down. Then suddenly there was a feeling that I should look at one of the shoe in the shoe rack outside and it was a surprise when I found my house keys there. There I realized that God had prepared everything for me, He reminded my dad to prepare the house keys somewhere and while I was standing there I looked to the main gate where I climbed over and realized that it was not even locked. In this process I've learn that God fulfills prayers in ways that we never expect. Even though my dad was not at home to open the door but God already prepared the way for me to enter the house because the main solution to all was at the end to let me into the house. God went to the solution.

This is where I learned faith is important. It was a test of faith to bring me to the next level in Him.