Smile always, laugh forever

Encouragement comes from all source. Be it, a source that hurts you, or really encourages you.

One thing I learn, is we choose the feelings we want, whether we want to respond to it happily and positively, or bitterly and sadly, it is entirely up to us.

Someone can scold the hell out of you, but we can always choose how we want to respond to that of being scolded. You can respond being sad and remorse of your actions, or you can just smile and tell yourself about the opportunity to improve yourself :)

You

You came into my life on the 28 of November 2010. You're a great and wonderful blessing in my life. Even though you're not a Christian, I still believe God placed you in my life for a reason. You're a wonderful girl, a great companion, a awesome partner... The best there is :)

You're cute, beautiful, optimistic, supportive, loving, caring, a good listener; an awesome girl.

All the 9 months (and more to come hopefully) with you, I'm happy, very happy being with you.

Although... There are times where I feel very sorry for hurting you, for being bad, for not being there, for mistreating you... and I could never be sorrier.

However, never once have I stopped loving you.

There are times, I feel I don't deserve you but yet you're here with me.

I really do appreciate and love you

Why...?

Sometimes... I just wonder why... why doesn't things go the way I ask for... I wonder if the Lord my God is trying to show me his awesomeness through another way? or what...

Sometimes I do see his awesomeness... sometimes yet I wonder...

Its been dusty

It seems I've stopped blogging so long that I don't even know how does blogger works now...
Causes I stopped? Lazy... tired... no inspiration :)