Always during the holidays

At the end it's always during the holidays someone close betrays my feelings... It's again rejected... Again left to pass. Sometimes people don't notice the little things you to for them when they only expect big things... While the little ones don't matter to them any longer... It's like only wanting what they want instead of what the giver can give. Just like saying I want money from the giver but then the giver is unable to give money.